Mom,
I know that your looking down on me, I'd hope your just as proud of me as I was of you. I know our relationship was quite rocky in my younger years, but it got better.im sorry I was rude, stubborn, mean, and at times irresponsible. I know I didn't always respect you. Even when you deserved it. We have been through hell and back together.
I'm glad I got to tell you I forgived you for everything that happend. But I never told you thank you! I'm thankful that you believed me when I was raped and that you stood by me to protect me. I'm thankful that you always took my side even when you knew I was wrong . I'm also thankful that you taught me how to be a great mother. Because of you I'm the best mom that I can be!
I want you to know that even when we fought I loved you . I looked up to you.
I'm heartbroken that I lost you. I'm sad that you wasn't their for me in the delivery room with me. I'm sad that you left me when I only had two more months to go till Shawn was here!
I remember all the times you showed me how to bake but I didn't like it because I refused to follow directions. And then it told you " sorry mom I'm an Aquarius, I'm optimistic, I don't follow what everyone else does" you rolled your eyes and just laughed and said That's my girl.
I never forgot the things we did together .
I wish I could of cured your cancer. I wish that you was still here with me to bitch bout me not doing thins right . Such as doing laundry. Yes mom, I will always wash my colors together on cold . It saves time and energy ! Lol
Your laugh was priceless. Our smile was beautiful, I wish I had your smile and your perfectly straight teeth! It's funny your teeth were straighter then you lol :-)
We did a lot of stupid stuff together that ment a whole lot.
You mom, are my heart , soul, and rock . Ou showed me to embrace myself and fuk what others say , it don't really matter anyway.
I don't think about the bad things with you anymore. I only think about the good. And honestly that's all that matters. I know The person you was. I'm the one that seen you at your best and worst . And I don't even care . The best is al I'll ever see anymore.
The. I got into boys! Lord was you worried, not for me but for them lol . You always said you feel sorry for the man that marries me cuz I'm one tough cookie.
Then it was you never let a man put their hands on you . I said you don't need to worry bout me , you need to worry bout them! She laughed so hard and said that's my girl!
One thing I want you to know mom, is that I'll always love you , even if I act like you and find myself saying some of the things to Shawn and kami you said to tony and I. Thank you for being my angel and looking down on us. I love ou eternally
Love your only daughter
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